.:: FALL for ME;

Took me a while to FINALLY GET THIS DONE.

Haha, okay... My blog is lagging. Badly. Haha

My new link is: http://shotthrougheheart.blogspot.com
(I decided to change the url frm mej-ic.blogspot to this...)

This blog won't be gone, though... Least to say... Inactive.

SOOOO.. Working hard on BLUEBERRY... And school stuff, of course. Seems like BLUEBERRY MIGHT be used for an upcoming event... And It's rather exciting :)

More on the new blog. Check it out when you get the time :)

J
11:46 PM

J
6:37 AM

Friday.

Wow.

One week's over so fast.

*sighs*

So many things have happened within the last day... And I'm down with a flu and slight fever (It's not very stable)

Working on a few things... Some of which I think may be quite exciting...

Yea yea... here I go again. LOL

Well then. Will update some other time.

J
12:02 AM

When it comes to making decisions, sometimes it can be the most heart-wrenching thing. Ever.

So even as I come to a critical decision that could change everything I know, the pain of of voiceless throat doesn't really make things better.

DANG, the 5-second-ly coughs that's making my stomach muscles ache.

The aesthetics Camp ended yesterday..

Personally, (Don't take this to heart, Choir) I think Choir could've done MUCH MUCH better if they had taken things much more seriously..

And, well, I'm not sure if they realised but Ms Ng said the exact same words I reprimanded them after the saga with Mdm Lim. I'm disappointed. Very very much disappointed.

And, I speak the truth, I never even talked to Ms Ng about it- Yet she says the exact same thing. CHOIR. WAKE UP. Which part of MATURE and SYF do you not understand?

Sure, I may not be around all the time... So who am I to command you about?

HELL, I put in effort to come and see you guys yesterday even though I lost my voice. I was willing to lose it all just to make sure you guys sang properly. Hearing what happened during the pre-assesment- Are all of you not ashamed of yourselves?

Maybe (Yea, maybe) The sec 1s were nervous. I can't blame them. It may have been their first time performing. Yet, I don't see the effort to change from the sec 2s and above...

Of course, I'm not saying all of you are like that.. You know who you are.

And I'm sure you know what to do.

Treat the SYF like the o levels. It's so close now... Just 3 to 4 weeks. And you guys don't feel worried, at all?

I wouldn't be saying this if we were able to put up a good show- To simply put it, attaining a SILVER is going to be so damn hard if this is the standard we have.

So CHOIR. WAKE UP.

I hope you realise this before it's too late.

--

Right. *cough* rants aside. Day's been pretty grim... I'm going to listen to some music and continue with work...

Have a feeling I'm coming down with fever. Felt it yesterday during the camp. (WHICH, i must honestly say... was a bit disorganised. But still a good first attempt by the school.)

Working towards a laptop. :D

haha... Hope to achieve that goal!!

CHEM lessons last term (The last few lessons) were simply hilarious. :D

Mr Ong HAS to be one of the funniest, yet serious teacher I have seen in CTSS. Ever. And he gets his points across very very well.

Work on BLUEBERRY is still underway. Found a few good resources and people who may be interested to help. The prep work is a little head-wrenching. However, I have a feeling it'll all pay off.

Speaking of BLUEBERRY..

It should be announced soon... I think. See how everything goes...

J
8:42 PM

Having Laryngitis is like... Having Laryngitis.

Sounds a little ridiculous, but it's true. My voice is almost gone now... Sounds like I'm kinda choking or something.. *laughs*

Pretty exhuasted and stuff... I spent some time wondering if my section were doing alright in school... Hope you guys are okay...

I'm gearing up some cash for several new music releases coming up... Avril Lavigne's new album looks good. (Especially after listening to "When you're gone")... My money might also go to DAUGHTRY's album... And Coldplay's albums...

Of course, there ARE a few new songs out there which I find rather catchy... An example would be Fall Out Boy's "This ain't a scene, it's an arms race" ... Haha... A rather 'extravagant' title...

Life is pretty much drifting by... With me pondering where exactly I'd gone wrong...

Hope I feel better tomorrow.

J
2:46 AM

I'm going to shoot myself in the foot here.

Yes.

I am.

I'm going to admit RIGHT HERE that I'm a HYPOCRITE.

At least, A part of me is...

It had never occured to me in the beginning that the way I lived my life was simply a dellusion... The words I spoke, no matter how hard I tried to abide to them, were broken..

But you know something?

I'm not doing it anymore.

I'm convicted.. I'm not afraid anymore. I'm not afraid to change.

It was only this morning, as I listened closely to the sermon, did I realize how much I'd fallen away-- And how he's picked me up time and time again but I thought I could handle it.

I'm not exactly the best testimony- I've Sinned. I admit it.

Hypocripsy was a easy cover- But it needs to stop.. Every part of my mentality needs to change from what it was..

It feels much lighter now.. It isn't easy... It never was.

J
6:27 AM

It's been quite a while snce I last did a post... And YES> I know. New blog address right? haha

Stay tuned.

Meanwhile, tests have come and gone... most of them already passed but there ARE still a few upcoming...

I'M TURNING INTO A BRIT ROCK FANATIC!!

Trust me... You can roughly figure out why once the new blog is up... Speaking of which,

CONGRATS to Ya Huan and Shi Yun for getting the posts :D haha, you guys don't forget me okay? I'll be sticking around to help you guys if you need me.

Yvonne and Jason -- The two of you ah... haha. I eally enjoy your company... especially when we try to help one another out of situations and stuff... And personally, I think I need to thank the both of you for helping me time and time again over...You know what la. haha

Of course, there ARE a few things that've upset me... But most of it I'm willing to just put it aside and learn from it.

OH YES. I'm looking around for some of your own self-written or composed songs... And yes. I'm referring to YOU GUYS reading this blog... haha

Looking forward to see some responses real soon... Hopefully we can make something big happen.

Once again, stay tuned.. Planning something rather big and something I've not done before... Let's see how it goes :D

Jem-

J
8:39 PM