.:: FALL for ME;

I can't cry,

I have no idea why.

J
6:14 AM

NEW POST

It takes a while for things to settle down...

Things have happened so fast, sometimes I even wonder if it really happened or it was just some fraction of my imagination..

I'm in a rather happy yet solemn state. Learning how to control my emotions isn't as easy as it sounds, okay?

And then there're a few things on my mind... Questions that need answers. Haha, i know that they'll almost NEVER be answered..

Still, GUYS. Don't get me mixed up for being EMO. I'M NOT EMO. And I'M NOT STRESSED.

I'm just writing down what I think... :)

Going to paint the principal's office tomorrow... Should be fun. :P

Can't wait to find out what happens on Tuesday...

-Jem

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J
6:44 AM

Watched a movie with Bryan, Jason and my other friends... HAHA

will talk about it some other time.

In the meantime,

it's back to school tomorrow... Should be an exciting week (Aside from the tests...x( )

See you guys around. :)

(Oh btw, Seng Chiy!! Haha what movie did u watch ah?)

Jem

J
6:34 AM

CNY.

It's about time to post something...

Have a safe trip - To the guys going overseas. :)

And so.... holidays!!

And I'm reaaaally hungry again...

Gah.

Most of the tests are over but there're still more to come. (Sense of dread)

As of late, I guess too many things have been happening. And I think that there is one person I should REALLY thank for waking me up... And that person should already know who he is.

I guess I never knew I was trying to take more than I could handle. And you brought it up to me- And for that I'm VERY grateful. Because I can only change if you bring it up to me --Never assume I can read your mind.

And then you taught me to know my bounderies and you made me realise that it's never about power. And that sometimes we cannot always satisfy everyone.

in a way, just talking to you for that half an hour has changed my whole perspective. Something that happens almost rarely in my life. And this change- It's a good change.

So no matter what happens, it doesn't matter how it turns out. It's just who we are and our decisions that's going to change the way we want things to happen.

J
10:42 PM

Meant To Be

Lyrics By: Jem

Music Composed by:

Look at where we are

how long and just how far

you've brought me through

I never knew

That it could ever be true

Just take it in and see

Was it destiny

Because without you

I never knew

That everything could've happened

(Chorus)

It was meant to be

Get up on your feet

And show the world

I'm only here because of you

You and you alone

It was meant to be

Because we've strived so hard to see

This dream, this life

Ooh yea, It was mean't to be

Look at where we are
how long and just how far
you've brought me through
I never knew
That it could ever be true

(Bridge)

And now here we are

we're all in this together

We've come so far

There's simply no turning back now

We can only go further and further and futher

(Chorus)
It was meant to be
I wanna get up on my feet

And show the world
I'm only here because of you
You and you alone
It was meant to be
Because we've strived

Oh yes we've strived so hard to see
This dream, this life (And everything that's happened)
Ooh yea, It was meant to be

It was Meant to be

Because it was meant to be

J
10:05 PM

THANK YOU MRS KHOO AND MS TAN WEN YI!!!!

Had Chem tuition today. Much needed help and much wanted knowledge.

GAH.

Haha...

Had a bit of difficulty in school because of the leg. Still bearable, even though my bag fell on me a few times..

I guess I should have expected a few things to hit me in the face the moment I came back... Suddenly it feels like there's simply too much going on... Skit planning, Studies, Duties (Though not so much), revision... And then there's the personal time for all my friends... And...

Well,

Don't really want to emphasize too much on the latter point. So I guess I'll change the topic now.

--

You know the way I feel about you... You're all I never had.. All I could ever want.. Just you.

--

People have been asking for a much substancial post... You'll have one soon.

J
2:51 AM

Spent the day at home...

Had the very LOW feeling again, so I listened to a few songs... I guess I was kinda moved by some of the lyrics becuase they seemed so real..

Yes. I admit. I'm emo. Very very emo... Even though I try my best not to be, it's still there. My brain's been overwoked a bit... But I guess I need to get used to it.

For my friends (you know who you are):

- You guys are simply awesome. :) Even though I'm down over and over again, you guys have been hanging there with me trying to cheer me up. And I guess it comes to show how much I owe you guys... You guys are fantastic friends, ya'll.

Not going to cut my hair any time soon. I think. And I'll be shifting the url for a period of time soon...

Finishing up Five People You meet In heaven... :) Finally found some time to read i again!

I'm planning to get For Another Day once I'm done..

ANYWAY,

going to get Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows on July 21st. :D

AH HAH HAH HAH HAH HAH HAH HAH HAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOST returs this week... FINALLY! Getting rather excited abt it...

Yea, foot still hurts a bit but they gave me painkillers so it'll be fine.

J
10:33 PM

Went to Bugis today with two rather close friends... It was kinda sad that another one of them wasn't able to make it due to certain circumstances...

Nonetheless,

though a bit tiring... HAHA... It was great fun and rather cool to see how people buy stuff.

Not going into too much detail here...

**

New timetable. GAH.

Double Math. DOUBLE BIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*SCREAMS*

Tests this week... Tests tests tests.... Super study mode... :P

Haha

Will write some time soon...

(Ps. And I'll update the link section too.)

J

J
5:14 AM

Oh. GOSH.

*Breathes*

I need to save up loads of cash this year.

I'm serious.

September's going to rock.... :D

Anyway, it's time to change a few things around here... pretty much like spring cleaning? Haha

So I'll be shifting to a new URL with some new content (LOST fans will enjoy this, i think) and there'll be some surprises.

So keep an eye out for it...

4 months on this blog already... Haha...

J
10:24 PM

Post 101.

*breathes*

It's been a rather rough week... Thanks to the guys who've been there for me... And thanks to her as well. :)

Was working my butt off last night with SS revision... Somehow my mind kept going blank and i found it too hard to concentrate... Immediately after the Peer Session, Nicholas Teo, Kah Yan, Yvonne, Guo Wei and myself all headed to the Jurong East library to revise on SS... Met up with some of the sec 1s... Then we went for dinner @ the kopitiam in JEC... Anyway, yesterday wasn't a very good day for me...

And today was...

*blank*

Oh well... *sighs* It's the weekend. My eyes are hurting so bad... There are eyebags!!! I haven't slept properly for a long time now... AndI guess sometimes my heart is somewhere else?

Did up the Ccube project blog this week... Had ART lesson and went to finish up the CCube details with Jason and Ms Soh...

And now, here I am re-drafting a script again for an upcoming programme, and awaiting for a contact to get ready to receive it...

Hectic life.

*sigh*

I have loads to write. LOADS. But I'll have to find some extra time...

J
4:21 AM