Which I found by scurrying over some videos... It's a rather nice piece... Shows simply how HIGH the lead singer can go :)
(A warning though, the video's a little scary... so if u want the music, just press play and scroll down really quick...)
Why am I doing all this?
Because I'm in the mood of composing and listening to all sorts of music (Save obnoxious raps and obscene songs...)
So far I realise one thing...
Some songs either have no meanings behind them, or they simply don't make sense at all.
Which is a pity- I think, because most of these singers have a special gift of the voice... It's such a waste to see it being used in such an appalling way...
I could give you an example of such a singer... I'm not trying to say all of his songs are no good...
But anyway, here's another song by Within Temptations... Titled: Memories.
J 1:07 AM
ROBBIE WILLIAMS
I have to say, though, that I do not really like the lyrics of some of the songs that he sang... Nor the content in his MUSIC VIDEOS...
But I have to say that this guy DOES have a good voice.
It's really such a waste that his talents are not used properly...
but that's just my opinion...
J 12:48 AM
Today's going rather okay... full of fun stuff... full of cool stuff... but it's also a day where I'm seriously contemplating toward myself on certain things that have happened...
I could view everything in a positive light- But I cannot deny that a part of me really is broken (Or shattered).
It's okay... I guess I was the one who rushed... haha...I've got to tell myself to be more patient.
ANYWAY
Today's Choir practice in the morning was rather cool (Thanks to Mr Low and Ms Lee) where we had to sing 3 songs... WHY MUST ONE OF THEM BE A CHINESE SONG!!!!
haha... I couldn't help but laugh during 'Gao Shan Qing' because of the rhythm and the notes... It was really hilarious.
To think that we're having a performance in 2 weeks time @ victoria concert hall.... *shrudders*
Better work REALLY HARD...
Before it started to rain, I hurriedly travelled back to Jurong East via MRT (and saw Jason at the station in clementi) to get a haircut from this REALLY COOL (I HAVE NO REGRETS!) Hair salon... DUDE... that place is AWESOME.
Had a nice haircut... I learnt a coupl'a things from the hairstylist (I'm soooooooooooo going back there.) like how to style hair...the different textures for hair... how to tell if hair is long enough for certain styles...
wow...
And then it occured to me that learning the different styles of cutting hair is also ART !!! :)
ART is COOL :D
I'm really interested in different types of hairstyles now... heh heh...
Anyway, it was also the first time they actually WASHED my hair for me in the salon!!! WASHED!
I've had my hair sucked through a vacumm-like thing (No offence, QB house), I've had to go home with hair flying all over me... but never someone WASHING my hair for me...
Wow.
haha.... And it's still student price :P
I was letting myself enjoy the moment while my hairstylist cut my hair when this particular song playerd on the radio...
lol... So annoying yet catchy. X)
Designing a few things... Like a logo for one of next year's CCA programmes... and the sec 1 camp tee.
I've done a few designs before... but these 2 really take the cake.
I'm really happy because it looks stylish, cool and nice at the same time.
Now the only thing I need is to find a really cool set of clothes for my wardrobe... I need new clothes.
oh... I just realised that I'm suddenly so into FASHION styles... I wonder why... :S
haha... I have a reason. It's ART. It's COOL.
haha...
I'll write more soon
J 12:04 AM
Monday, October 30, 2006
So it's finally here.
SOUL SURVIVOR.
That's right... I actually wanted to release this at the beginning of the month but didn't have the time to.
In a way, it was good because it let me change quite alot of the story plot. It created a firmer ground for me to work on... as well as some cool stuff I hadn't expected in the beginning.
The chapters will be released every week. (One chapter per week; excluding this week... with a special 2 chapter debut)
When a few chapters have been released, their respective volumes will be given upon request to the reader if she/he is interested via email. (The volumes are in pdf. format)
Numbers that flashed across the darkness and glowed a florescent green.
Slowly, he was able to make it out. A reel of numbers like that on a countdown timer.
But the numbers flashed too fast for him to make out the numerals.
And then he suddenly jolted off the ground opening his eyes to welcome the rays from the sun as they crept in through the gaps in between the leaves of the forest.
Harold lay on the ground as if pinned. He tilted his head to one side and than saw his hands; there were burn marks along his arms.
Slowly and with much difficulty, he got up. His legs were weak and he almost fell down within the first few seconds of standing up.
The leaves and undergrowth on the ground of the thick and dense forest seemed to be unnatural- even though the boy couldn’t make out why.
His breath grew heavier and heavier. His hair- dark brown and rather long that it made him look like a rock star, was all messed up.
“Hello?” He called out the first time, feeling the rasp in his throat.
There were sounds of the rustling leaves and the often bird calls. Crickets chirping at an unusual pace.
“Can anybody hear me?” The boy shouted this time.
The greenery was starting to make him feel uncomfortable.
A forest. He thought silently. Where on earth am I?
Slowly he made his way through the shrubs. His legs were starting to feel the weight of the pair of jeans he wore.
Now that he came to notice it, his clothes had soot markings all over them.
What on earth happened to me?
Harold bit his lip. He knew nothing of himself save his name and age and his identification number.
A bird cawed and several ferns on the ground shifted their leaves. The shrubbery started to move. What ever that was coming toward the boy, it was quick approaching.
It was in his reaction to put his hand to his side- where he discovered an object that he had no idea he possessed of.
A gun.
This separates me from a jungle man.
He holstered the weapon firmly in both his hands as the creature approaching him suddenly seemed to rush forward in a faster pace. An unnatural pace.
The boy gave a shot into the leaves and suddenly saw the fast approaching creature stop dead at its tracks.
Harold swore.
There was nothing there.
Clearly stunned and dazed, the boy shifted his weight and moved on. But every now and then he looked back at that spot, wondering what the hell had just happened.
It took him almost an hour to reach the edge of the forest. Harold found himself standing at the edge of a cliff. A cliff that overlooked for miles and miles.
The sight that he saw showed him stretches of the thick dense forest going on for several miles- and in back, there were three enormous mountains that seemed to be formed in a rather unnatural position.
But it was not that that created a stir of emotions in the boy.
It was the sky.
The rays of the sun crept along the sides of the mountain silhouettes so beautifully that it distracted him from a very unnatural swirl of clouds that loomed over the three mountains.
It looked like a huge twister was about to form.
Something out of this world.
Whatever it was, the boy suddenly felt that he was all alone. No family was there for him. No friends. Just himself.
As he turned back from the marvelous sight, his eyes widened in confusion at yet another sight.
Within the walls of the jungle- the greens of the leaves, there stood a man in the very centre peering at the boy.
His clothes were torn and drenched. His face unshaven. His facial expression was rather eerie- as if giving a sinister smile.
Harold opened his mouth, as if realizing that someone had finally found him.
Chapter 2-Contact
The man didn’t move when Harold called out to him.
The boy blinked and suddenly realized there was no one standing there in front of him.
What the hell… He pondered.
He was absolutely certain that he had seen someone in the jungle looking at him. He was sure.
The mysterious jungle man. Harold told himself. Could it have been a hallucination?
Speaking of which, there were a few things that the boy himself had to address.
A gun. Soot marks. His family. Where he came from.
Everything didn’t make any sense to him.
Suddenly, he felt something burst inside of him.
Harold fell onto the ground, holding his head with his hands. His mind flashed images of a train. A fast moving train. There were screams that pierced his ears- it drove him crazy.
And then suddenly everything stopped.
Harold stopped panting. He looked up and found himself on the ground staring up into the sky, just inches away from the very edge of the cliff. Inches from death down below.
The boy suddenly realized how high the ground he was on was compared to the ground below. It seemed like eternity for a falling object to hit the ground below.
Quickly, Harold got back onto his feet and shook off the feeling. He darted back into the forest- where he was certain we would be safer.
The sun was beginning to set and the sky grew purple.
Harold was sweating profusely, gathering twigs and branches as well as rocks and leaves.
He had learned how to construct a shelter using natural materials from camps in school so it proved to be very useful tool.
When it was all done, Harold took a moment to taste the satisfaction of his completed work. It was rather like those shelters one would see on a reality programme called Survivor.
It will have to do. Harold told himself.
The shelter, which he had named “Foundation”, was located at a reasonable spot. Not too far away from the river, and not too close to the forest edge.
This wasn’t a television show like LOST. He was alone. He’d have to save his own skin.
The gusts of wind that blew across his face made him feel better.
Slowly, Harold rested himself against a rock he had made the Foundation against and lay against it. His hand crept into his side pocket.
Suddenly, the boy felt as if hope had arrived.
His cell phone.
The mobile was in his pocket and he hadn’t even noticed.
He could call for help!
But he realized that it was no use. For there was no reception in the area.
Harold cursed and threw his handphone beside him angrily.
Tears started to swell up his eyes and he began sobbing.
And then something weird happened.
Harold’s phone started vibrating, and a song began to hum.
A phone call.
Harold got up quickly, pressing the phone against his cheek.
“Hello?” He spoke quickly.
Nothing.
Harold swore and began to hit the rock that he laid against.
Where the hell was he? And why wasn’t there anyone looking for him?
Working hard on something I promised myself earlier this year...
to compose a song...
(Perhaps the ppl who were supposed to work with me have forgotten all about it... :( )
Either way, I was spending quite a while trying to do the logo for one of next year's Sec 1 promos for the Choir...
(It looks rather plain... but i'll try to make it more stylish when i get more ideas)
Plus, I feel kinda grateful toward her for giving me such a good idea for the sec 1 camp tees... :) I wouldn't have been able to think of such a design myself ! (I'll make sure I do a good job and let you see when it's done)
HALO: Ghost of Onyx is going to be out tomorrow in the US... I'm not sure when I can expect to see it in Singapore (SOON, I hope...)
No photos for this post... Nothing much to take.
Other than the fact that I'm working hurriedly to finish SS vol.3 (Along with some changes to vols. 1 and 2) as well as some other fiction projects (Which should be able to make its release by mid-07, if all goes to plan), I'm also hoping to do something rather groundbreaking with some other people that i think you'll enjoy during the boring *cough* vacation...
Oh, btw, I saw VERONICA MARS on channel 5 yesterday and was kinda taken aback... it's a nice show... certainly deserved some advertising to let ppl know that it was being shown on SUNDAYS...
Not much else to say- save that the PSI seems to be rising slowly again...
I'll wite back in a while, AGAIN... I guess today's another sit-infront-of-the computer type of day... :P
(In the meantime, I'll try to do something more... of value... X) )
J 7:55 AM
Here's something special from the movie producers of NArnia (Disney and Walden Media)
Bridge to terabithia (Not sure if i spelt it right...)
Looks kinda okay... But i suppose it might be worth watching? (I feel like it's done too similarly to Narnia... the animation CG and stuff...)
And here's DEATHNOTE : The Last Name... a pretty cool trailer (With no subs...)
will write in a while...
J 6:58 AM
Sunday, October 29, 2006
something cool happened on the class blog today...
"CYM: Hi, class.. not the first time visiting the class blog but this is the first time I'm posting anything. I have enjoyed the year with you lots.. make me angry... but happy too!! All teh best"
:)
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J 6:56 AM
SUNDAY
God-blessed day... I really don't know why but I suddenly felt God's presence today espacially during the sunday school session...
Went down to Jurong Point where I thought they might have the POTC:DMC soundtrack...
they didn't.
:(
But the negativity of today was broken by 2 things.
Dad, and her.
Dad-- Haha... I guess it was kind of fun spending time alone with Dad (Something I haven't done in a LONG time) where we cleaned the car... Not a bad job, I must say :P After that, we did some joggin' and grabbed dinner back for the folks at home... (Namely Mom and my brother...)
Her-- Just talking (okay...okay... having a chat via SMS) to her was enough to make me smile... Honestly, I've never felt happier in a long time... (Or is it contented? Maybe it's both :) )
I could write much much more- but those are a little more close to heart stuff that I don't want to let out just yet...
I keep thinking there's school tomorrow.
what a day...
J
J 4:45 AM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Today was a pretty crazy and fun day...
It started off when I had to go to school early to clear out the SC room. There were LOADS of shoes. We had to fit them all into the SHALOM MOVERS boxes along with the socks and the clothes and everything.
We didn't have enough tape so I went out to buy from the shop houses... And I spent $10 to buy 6 rolls of masking tape.
After that, we needed to throw away this metal drawer so I went off to borrow a trolley from the school keeper...
We shifted the drawer, threw it away, and then Yiliang, Bryan and myself had some fun X)
Pushed the trolley while Yiliang and Bryan sat on it... haha... great fun... I realised I had to make a de-tour because a gate in the way was locked up... :D
After the clearing up, I hanged around for a while with Siravut who, I must say, gave me some really great advice... and then I decided to go home.
Because I still had 4 hours till 3pm...
So I went back, realised Mom and the family went out to IMM with my aunt to do some shopping (They couldn't find the soundtrack) while I stayed at home to rest... took a quick shower and then got all ready for the concert even though I was feeling kinda exhuasted.
So... I'm reading this book- "Tuesdays with Morrie" which I got today... It's a great book, really... (Siravut recommended :D )
Went to school... pretty much no one there save some 2A1 students...
Then I saw Mr Yap, my co-classparent
We had a chat... I asked him what movies he watched (Basically most of them that just came out!!! ) and what he'll be doing next year... Looks like Mr Yap will be teaching DnT fulltime next year! :)
All the best Mr Yap!
And then Joshua and friends came... with Nicholas Teo :) (Heh heh)
Next thing I knew, almost all of us were here and we departed for Victoria Concert Hall!!!
(It's just dawned upon me that we'll be having a performance there next month...)
Mr Chua made us all seat down... I saw Mr Chua's car :)
I didn't take his car plate number for privacy.
And then Mr Chua went around asking us to seat down while he did a head count...
After which, some 2D1 students came aboard the bus and we set off for VCH! :)
Upon the arrival, the concert hall had a pretty much British texture to it... (It IS VICTORIA concert hall...) and it was pretty grand..
The performance itself was rather nice (Nicholas fell asleep... haha) and then our school students were quite noisy during the thing... One of the ushers even had to keep one of the students quiet...
All in all, a great performance.
And then the rest... ...
hmm... maybe you'll know some other time. :)
Right. Now I've got to finish up several things and tie up the knots before I embark for new things to come.
J
J 4:39 AM
Friday, October 27, 2006
ok... is it me? Or does the title bar REFUSE to show up?
Anyway, had to grab lunch today from the opposite coffee shop WHICH (I must say) has rather good food...
Mom promised to buy me the soundtrack (Which is enough to make me move my arms) IF i packed up my room and re-arranged the furniture... which is kinda bittersweet.
SOOOOOOOO
I just finished and came out from a shower... feel refreshed and a little tired... but I'm still trying to upload the pictures BUT IT ISN'T WORKING FOR ME...
great.
Meanwhile...
I am considering going to the hairstylist later.... ... need to counsel about my HAIR... X)
(I am just joking. The above statement was just a joke)
the SYF is coming up and I've yet to hear anything on what we're going to do... so... ... ...
Tomorrow's the concert thing... Don't really know what to expect... (I'm just happy that I don't need to wear a tie, that's all)
:D
Here's a cool christian song sung by Guy Sabestian! :)
J
J 9:34 PM
I'll continue yesterday's post once Blogger allows me to post up more pictures
Weeeeeeeell...
Things started off with a daze because I had no idea what I was doing... Also probably because I'm very tired and I don't know what to expect anymore.
Yesteday's LOST episode peaked my spirits a bit... not not much,really.
Mom want me to go re-arrange the furniture in my room... I don't know how to go fit the sofa anymore.
So...
Should I be feeling all perked up for the stuff ahead or should I just mourn on the past and what I've yet to do?
Honestly I don't know.
It's hard to be a leader sometimes because people expect a lot from you... And then there are the stakes that raise the standards really high...
The thing is, actually, that sometimes I just feel like giving up- But there'll be this voice that's simply so soothing that tells me to keep on going and that I can't let people down anymore.
By the way, I think it's time to cut my hair... (I'm not obsessed with my hair, don't worry...I just find it a little too long, that's all...)
Ah... stretched to the limits... And I'm feeling a little hungry.
Oh well... Look for a entry for tomorrow's Concerto.... should be with pictures :)
J
I've met the darkness Been held by the night Lonely was there in my arms
I've been with broken I've stared in her eyes Emptiness left me this scar
But I heard your voice Calling me out of the cold
CHORUS: And now I can live again I have been chosen to run with the wind I can go higher I know I will soar I'm taller I'm stronger I'm better than before
I've walked through fire so I could become All that you said I could be And now my breath has a reason My sky has a sun
Coz in you Ive found all that I need Your touched revived me It was your love that opened my eyes
CHORUS: And now I can live again I have been chosen to run with the wind I can go higher I know I will soar I'm taller I'm stronger I'm better than before
I broke through the rain Stuck through the storm Now I know I remain And I can do the impossible I can reach the unreachable Its my time I will rise and live And I can go higher I know I will soar I'm taller I'm stronger I'm better than before
CHORUS: And now I can live again I have been chosen to run with the wind I can go higher I know I will soar I'm taller I'm stronger I'm better than before
J 7:13 PM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Right. Today's post.
There's some problem with my transfer for my LOST episode... (So I'll do this while I try again later)
26/10/2006.
The day where it ended. 2B1.
I don't know whether to feel a little sympathy or feel relieved that it is all over now.
Anyway... a little gem (Treat) from Youtube... (Credit goes to the uploader :) )
It's a great music piece from Pirates of the caribbean: Dead man's Chest.
Click to play the music... X)
I'll try to upload more for you to check out... One thing I know is, I'm DEFINATELY getting the soundtrack.
Right.
On to what happened today :)
(This is how the classroom NORMALLY looks like without teachers around)
Right.... The day started off like any other... Except they made an announcement for all the Student Leaders and SC's to go to the biggy umbrella (Oh... I'll miss that big umbrella... :'( ) where it turned out Mr Tay was looking for people to represent the school in a West Zone cluster CANOEING competition.
Well, the morning assembly was followed by a speech for retiring teacher, Mrs Rajah... Even though she doesn't teach me, I'm going to miss her. Haha....
We had a quick briefing on the HEYday... Is that what it's called? It's all about the 7 good habits for highly effective teens... Kinda like a move to station-to-station kinda thing...
The day started off with the usual... Mr Chua came to class to make some announcements and stuff like that... The booklist and exam papers and all. :)
Recess was rather tiresome cause I had to rush to finish my duty on checking for clean tables... (Which was a rather dull BUT neccesary job...)
After recess was the 7 habits thing which I must say was a REALLY good effort from the seniors (KUDOS to you guys :) ) Sometimes I wonder if my cohort would be able to show his amout of enthusiasm.
There were stuff like puzzle solving, something-like lectures... and even a MUSICAL X)
It was kind'a funny to see Mrs Sam following our class around... (Maybe because we were a little too noisy) and my group won MAMEE NOODLES for one of the drawing activities... :)
To be continued...
J 4:44 AM
I'm typing this early entry (Today's post will come in 2 parts) while trying to download the new episdoe of LOST...
Well, today was rather expected... I didn't get that chance to talk to her (and to find out her name) but seeing her was kinda good enough at the time...
:(
Shall not be cranky... I'm uploading photos for the later entry (In which I'll give you details...)
Still working hard for 2B1 L(!)VE... I hope it can be accomplished really soon.
So... Today was the last day of school.
It's really fast, isnt' it? How 2 years have already passed...
...
Right.
I'll be right back with another entry and some cool videos and photos (Hopefully) :)
My heart is pounding because time seems to be ticking away...
It's also pounding because I may never get the chance to tell her anything...
...
It's like everything is feeling kinda up tight right now and I've got to run to different places at consecutive times, yet all I want is to see her. Talk to her... get to know her.
That's all I wish for...
haha... Simple wish, right? :)
Yea... Simple but highly unlikely... Perhaps I'm being a little pessimistic but I am definately WAY WAY out of her radar...
Anyway, my self-esteem's been running quite low for a few days now...
(Promising to work harder next year... Holidays will be packed with revision... Serves me right :( )
Tomorrow's the last day of school... It's kinda' like a bitter sweet ending.
you want things to finally wrap up and be part of "history"... and yet you wish you had more time to accomplish your task to get over to her class and simply confess.
Why do I sound like a despo.... :(
haha... It's ok... I admit... My feelings are getting a little hard to control because I'm being stretched in all directions again.
C'mon... let tomorrow be kinda eventful and fufilling.... That's all I ask for...
(I'm definately placing that into my prayer request...haha.... Okay... not funny.)
I'll try to upload photos tomorrow from school to perk things up abit after the public survey...
I'll probably give an account (Depending if I survive tomorrow... which I know is going to be another TORMENTING DAY)
Something just happened earlier in the evening that left me wondering if I were doing the right thing...
I don't know whether to feel accomplished or to feel guilty...
Anyway...
There are a few things that could cheer me up greatly tomorrow... like the new episode of LOST... Tako Balls from 7- 11.... A chance for me to confess everything to her...(Or even a chance to just talk to her would be great)
Nah...
My brain tells me it's impossible... yet my heart tells me not to give up.
So...
Brain or Heart?
Brain? Heart?
BRAIN?
HEART????
BRAINORHEART???
*faints*
I can tell you one thing though... Sze Howe doesn't know where the Peer Appraisal Survey thing is... (It's kinda like a "Give a grade for how efficient this SC is"... A MID YEAR EXAM for Scs...)
sheesh!!!
I'm knocking my head on the computer right now as I type this...
Where is it, ah... :(
It's coming 11 liao....
I think I better call Teck Ee.... (Just sent him an SMS)
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J 7:32 AM
I am looking for people who I can team up with for a bold project (depending on some reviews that I have yet to receive from my friends on a Beta Test...)
The project is rather unique in a way and is scheduled to take place during the holidays so that those who are very bored have something to do.
Speaking of which, in case you don't know what exactly is going on besides my life, check out http://huntdownthepearl.blogspot.com to see what controversy sparked off upon someone hacking my previous blog.
J 2:10 AM
Today today today...
Basically I spent the whole of today reading a book titled 'DEADLY!' by Paul Jennings and Morris Glitzmen.... (sp?)
The morning was rather fast paced (yet it seemed rather slow at the same time) when I went to clarify some things with Mr Yap, my co-class parent.
Keiko was there- Discussing about Polytechnic and Mr Yap was explaining to us on the differences and benefits between a JC and Poly (As well as going overseas to study the U)
Most of the teachers that I spoke to keep telling me that I should choose which ever subject that I am Passionate about... It's some kind of trend, ain't it? (But I do believe it's true.)
Mr Chua was saying that we couldn't take art next year and I was rather confused- So we decided to ask Mr Tan...
Haha, I saw some really good self-portraits along the way to the art room (Mine was there too... at the edge of the side wall just next to the Art room)
The talk with Mr Tan was quite fun- and it sounds as if next year's art syllabus is going to be quite cool :)
He said that Art can still be taken as an Extra Subject... which was good news for the both of us (I think... I can't really give you Keiko's opinion)
Anyway, I had to go off to do Recess Duty where most of the tables were rather messed up and it looked like some sort of abandoned war-zone... haha... I'm being a little too over-reactive but you get my point.
The periods after that were tiresome (mostly) because we had nothing much to do.
Bought a Oreo Blueberry from Sweet talk on the way back... and then had Mee Siam for lunch.
I'm feeling rather dull...
J
J 12:47 AM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
I'm feeling angsty again...
I think it really sucks to be in the class committee, or being in the class at all...
Don't mind me, I'm just being my old pessimistic snobbish idiotic 'hate me!' type of self. Isn't that right?
I'm really in awe of how teachers do it- how they handle the class and its students. They make it look so easy...
I might have been a little too harsh during the monday incident, but what really pains me is that people still don't get my point....
I'm TOTALLY fine with anyone from the class being angry with me for being too harsh- but being angry at me without really understanding what I was trying to get at is a totally different thing.
The main point of what I said was that if anyone in the class were NOT interested to help out with the planning, they could leave the class. This is because I don't want them to feel like I'm forcing them to stay back.
So what? You want to throw something at me just because I'm letting those uninterested people go so that they don't have to help plan?
LISTEN!
If you do not want to help, I'm not forcing you to stay back. I'm letting you leave the class so that you can go do whatever is your business.
And right now, people are angry with me for giving you guys such an option?
Picture this: If I hadn't said that and the bell for the school dismissal had already rung, everyone would be packing up their bags all in the mood to go home.
They would go, "Eh... can hurry up and finish this thing or not?"; "HURRY!!! FASTER"; "Can go liao mah?"
Prove to me that this wouldn't have happened AT ALL.
.
I'm ready to be proven wrong, in fact, I am all the more happy to be proven wrong.
Don't get me mixed up for being so arrogant.
Here's the point.
I gave you guys a choice to leave the classroom if you didn't want to help. The part that I DON'T understand is that you guys are angry with me for letting you go.
Don't you see that either way people are displeased?
All the more you can be angry and that I'm in the wrong.
Perhaps I shouldn't have been that harsh.
I could tell you that " but would anyone listen to me if I were more polite?"
and you could go "Yea... "
But do you really see it at all?
I don't know.
What's the point of coming up to tell me that the class is so noisy when the main contributors are those that come an complain to me?
What's the point in being angry with me for doing my job as a councilor and telling you guys to keep your handphones and mp3s?
WHAT'S THE POINT IN ME DOING ANYTHING AT ALL FOR THE CLASS WHEN IN RETURN I GET A CRAP OF SHIT?
.
Tell me...
because I've given up everything related to the class- the memories, the fun times... everything.
I don't care if you hate me, or if you want to throw something at my face.
Just remember...
when you look back and finally get my point,
when you realize that your inmaturity was simply too much for me to take
when you realize that everything that I did, I only wanted the best for you guys,
It's too late to go back in time and fix it anymore.
J 6:49 AM
Monday, October 23, 2006
I LOVE this song...
haha...
J 10:36 PM
It's pretty amazing how this year has turned out...
And yes... I'm still single. (BLEAH...)
So I've got The End by Lemony Snicket a few weeks back while going out with Sze Howe to Orchard... And then we looked for a Birthday present for Shavinn (I still don't know if SH's passed it to him yet)
Holidays look like it's going to be a killer... Jam packed with stuff (SC, Personal and others)...
I've been having dreams about someone and it keeps recurring- I have no idea why, but I feel like I need to tell her everything.
Kinda sucks cause I only have 2 days left to do so...
I think I've fallen for an angel... (at least in my perspective) and I can't let her go just yet.... It seems so real and yet so impossible.
I like her so much, sometimes I just want to run to her class and blurt it all out to her because I can't contain it.
Anyway, looks like I might have to cook my own lunch while I try to finish up the Class Outing stuff....
*sigh*
It's tiring and a little demanding at times but at least I'm doing Something. :)
Dad and I went to watch DEATH NOTE last week... I was VERY suprised Dad Liked the Movie... Looks like we might be watching the 2nd one as well, haha.
Well, the 2 new conductors for Choir seem to be really good- Much better than the previous one. And it seems like we're going to be having INTENSE training for SYF coming up
2 days till the last day of school...
A few of us were down for the Sec 1 orientation thing so it looks like i might have to be prepared to be full of activities next year and stuff like that.
I'm taking ART next year... So it'll be really exciting to see how things turn out.
Well... I'll post more later
I miss my Tako balls... and Mee Siam...
J
J 9:24 PM
JEREMY
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